Tomorrow is the big day. Beautiful pregnant women are flooding the streets around me and kids are everywhere we go. It’s often drizzling outside, but the trees are alight with color. I can’t believe this sudden change in me. I feel 180 degrees different.
Read moreFertility Vacation 2.0 // RTT Therapy - Releasing Childhood Fears
In 48 hours we will transfer the embryos and I want to be in the best place possible. Our dreams could come true. Maybe two days from now something beautiful will happen. During RTT therapy last night, I delved into my subconscious beliefs that I had created as a child about how the world isn’t a safe place for babies, and babies somehow hurt their moms during pregnancy.
Read moreFertility Vacation 2.0 // Portugal in Real Life
Last night my brother called me. It’s been a long story, but the call ended in tears with me alone, several floors up, crying on my bed in the sad, wailing kind of way that a mom mourns her child. In between my crying out, I happened to look out the window of my Airbnb at an old beautiful apartment and realized how similar the view looked to my hypnotized past self. I was a similar age and feeling a devastating pain.
Read morePark Hyatt wedding for Melissa and Ryan
Oh what a night! The whole day felt like a movie. What a dream. Melissa and Ryan infused their day with so much love and beauty. Take a look! There's so much to love.
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