Tomorrow is the big day. Beautiful pregnant women are flooding the streets around me and kids are everywhere we go. It’s often drizzling outside, but the trees are alight with color. I can’t believe this sudden change in me. I feel 180 degrees different.
Light on my feet, spinning around and turning my face to the sun on a grey day. What if it works? What if we get pregnant?
Maybe everything is going to be okay.
I wonder what maternity clothes are like, can you wear your real clothes or will you just stretch them out? I wonder if the baby will be silly or like to laugh or be a grumpy cat. Either way I’m excited to capture our life. Maybe Mike and I will get a cool van and go on road trips and show the baby the national parks and how beautiful the world is. Maybe.
I wonder if the baby will like to travel and if he/she/they will like to visit Gaidin. I wonder if I’ll get a mom car and if my hair will be messier - is that possible? I would love the chance to discover all of these things.
So many maybe’s.